Bliss

Last night I had a dream. I woke up remembering that it was a happy dream. I thought it might have something to do with wh.

But when I looked at my inbox and saw your initial, I suddenly remembered what the dream was about.

It was a blog post from you, like a shy little boy you used to be. You removed all the letters ‘r’ so that people have to figure out what you’re writing. I vaguely remember it was something about wondering if you could take me out for a meal. You were worried I wouldn’t go cause I kept saying I’m gaining lots of calories.

It was such a pleasant dream. Until I remembered that i’m not present in your life anymore. It’s been so long, I thought, I really thought I’m over you already. Now it’s a million guilt to wh.